cannot make it

i cannot figure out how much you care for me.
i cannot feel how much i meant for you.
i cannot foresee how far our future is.
i cannot guarantee how long i'll wait for you.

is there anyone out there that cares for another person but then being missing in action for weeks or months?
who is willing not to reply the sms from the one he loves?

i am just an ordinary gal that required your attention, care and love.
love is not about saying.
i need you to show it to me.
whoever knows to SAY, but who could actually it?
I don't require you to do me something special.
i only require to have specific location in your heart and you to allocate your precious times for me.

我讨厌那种想一个人想到要死的感觉.
感觉自己很白痴.